Oh Baby Baby....

Everywhere I have seen people announcing they are pregnant. All of the people I was preggo with when I had FAR are announcing all over Facebook and Twitter that "they are expecting" "baby #2 is on the way" so with that being said.... 

I'm not pregnant. 

But I want to be, so very badly. Is it fertility issues? Nope. (Praise Jesus)I'm pretty sure everything is working fine. and the funny thing is, when I think about raising a newborn and a toddler my whole body cringes. I tense up. I want to vomit thinking about all the lack of sleep, Trying to teach FAR to behave around the baby, getting big as a house again, and just being overall miserable. 

But when I think about baby snuggles, nursing, cute baby girl stuff I get all warm and fuzzy inside. I want another baby. My arms ache when I think about holding another sweet gift of God in my arms. If you would of asked me a year ago if FAR would ever be a big brother you would of gotten a really fast "NO!" but now... I don't know if it's because i'm getting older, or what but I have extreme baby fever. 

Two main things have to change before we can even dream about having another baby. I have to finish school & We have to have a house of our own. We cannot raise another baby where we live, it is just not feasible for many reasons, the main one being space. So until these two things come I will continue poppin my pill, and prayin for God's will :) 

Speaking of babies... How's FAR you ask? 

Big. 

Sassy.

Loving. 

Hilarious. 

Amazing. 

PS- Linking up with Finding Family, I can't get the button to work! 

Wordless Wednesday

Lately

Everyday Fletcher learns more and more. His new favorite things are blowing kisses, cutting grass inside, Giving hugs, and drinking out of a straw like he's big. He gets so jealous when daddy gives mommy hugs and kisses it's so funny!! Today i'm going to let the pictures do most of the talking. These are a few of his One year old pics that were taken on his birthday that we just got back! 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hope everyone has a great Tuesday!! Today were getting haircuts. Fun fun!! 

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